having sore throat recently

ouch!

because of the euro fun park

>.<

kill my throat cell

i yell and yell and yell

that's why, having sore throat now

lol

today, went to ACS for badminton

tiring activity

but, actually i quite enjoy in sport activities

took part in a lot of sports before

baseball

long jump

running

badminton

ping pong

and so on

hahahahaha

my sport life 

;)

need to pack my things and prepare go for penang very soon

earn some pocket money

weeeeeeee

hope that i can save as much as i can during this period

bake a cheese cake 2 days ago.

woohoo!

not bad..

later gonna bake another cake to eat

stop here

goodnight buddy

02.03a.m

31.05.2012

不解

说真的

爱情有时真的让人不解

对着它

有时候真的让我不知道该怎样好

他

总是有千万个理由去拒绝做一样事

如果是以前的我

睬他都傻

可是  慢慢地

发觉自己也开始有了改变

可是

我并不喜欢这一种改变

所以  我也开始想变回一个真正而又自在的我

曾经  我的任性

让我失去了一个我很爱的人

所以  这一次

我不想再因为这样失去我现在的他

我长大了

哈哈

所谓“不经一事，不长一智”

这句话是真的

那段恋情  让我明白了更多

学会了更多

可惜的是  那时候的我还不懂事

对不起

所以这一次的我

比从前明白了

虽然  我还是有那么一点儿任性的时候

哈哈

不过  有时候

还真的谢谢他的包容

而且还包容了那么久也没有放弃过我

注意：是有时候罢了！

是有时候

不过日子久了

难免就没有从前那种相处方式

很奇怪的

就是自然而然地消失了

算吧

是一种习惯

每个人应该都会经历过的

凌晨01.33

突然有点emo  所以就来篇将的东西

不过  现在又没事了

奇怪

可能  是我的blog有魔法

让我找到了安慰

人，其实就应该珍惜身边的一切

01.36a.m

30.05.2012

Mission Complete

as what i said before, i worked as DOVE promoter for 2 days.

Saturday and Sunday.

location : Tesco Ipoh

what a tiring job.

actually nothing to do, but i need to stand for whole day.

10a.m until 10p.m

>.<

my legs damn pain! 

i can't sit during that period, except my rest time.

that's why i enjoy my rest >.<

my pigu never left the lovely chair for 1 hour!

ahahahahahahaha

guess what?!

i hit the target on my 1st day!

i need to hit at least RM800 for 2 days.

and and anddd........

the first day i worked already sold out products that worth RM827.40.

wuhoo~

所以，第二天开始，我就懒到～～～ahahahaha

真的不好意思。

第二天的业绩没有那么好，卖出RM611.30的产品。

也不差嘛～

当然！

本小姐可是用了很多口水怂恿大家买的

这两天的经验，让我不想再当promoter了

那个脚真的又累又痛

不是讲笑

加上那两天都不舒服

还要站那么久

真的是拿命

怎样都好啦

hit到target

我的incentive也袋袋平安咯

哈哈

next

去penang找工做！

08.17p.m

28.05.2012

Euro Fun Park

i have doing nothing today.
But don't know why i will feel such tired! >.<
i keep on taking nap this whole afternoon @.@
no doubt! i'm a piggy sometimes.. hahahahahha xD

yesterday, went to station 18 with friends.
because of EURO FUN PARK.
had our dinner in AEON food court, then directly went to EURO there..
entrance fee costed me RM4 already >.<
and others games also not cheap!
i played the CHALLENGER!
cost me RM10 for this game!
adui~
this is not the problem..
the problem is the games make 5 of us feel dizzy..
@.@
because it keeps on turn and turn and turn!
omg!!!!
that's why we not going for VORTEX anymore!
that one lagi @.@

after that, we went to ghanny there for my supper!
notice?! is MY supper only..
those guys never eat also >.<
ish!
ahahahha xD no idea.. i love eating much >.<
that's why i sooooooooo slim!!!

another thing, tomorrow i'm gonna go for work..
as promoter!
DOVE memang bagus sekali! >.<
buy from me..
i'll work at TESCO Ipoh, near Jusco that one..
but not near AEON that one..
if you're Kamparian, i can buy for you geh~ ahahahahaha xD

okay, tomorrow i'm gonna go there early in the morning.. gonna rest early..
adui~ @.@
sleep earlier today! haha
goodnight everyone!


10.35p.m
25.05.2012

Promoter

Today saw my friend's post accidentally.

 Dove Hair Care Promoter in Tesco Ipoh.

RM90 per day..

should i go for it?

wondering..hmmmm~ @.@

RM30 as incentive if i hit target!

urgh~ should i go for it?

should i?

i need to hit RM800 for 2 days!

how i hit that?

not RM80 but RM800!!!! >.<

just selling shampoo T.T

if i can't reach it, then i will just get RM90 per day.

once i deduce my transport fees and the cost of lunch and dinner.

i left nothing =.=


at first, she told me that RM120 per day, that's why i promise that~
now, only she told me that RM90 per day..
if i can't hit the target, then i can't get the extra RM60 >.<
dim suen dim suen?!
i do not go for work for 2 months already.
i should find some job to do~
aiya~ still considering.
tomorrow i need to reply them >.<


i had settled the transport problem, but i bring a lot of problems to my family lur ;(
sorry about that~
aiya aiya!
should i go for it? >.<
hard to hit the target neh!


okay, forget about that story first.
just now i hang out with my buddies, thai ming gor and sze yin! xD
crapping around in MCD..
we always 38 together with 38 other peoples' things!
happy chatting! ;)


my web shop is in progress now!
yippie~ hope that i can earn much more money very soon!
chee lok yee, gayau! <3




02.39a.m
24.05.2012

钱不够用

对，又是我，失业人士总是时间比较多。
我知道！哈哈

原本一直以为，
只要我肯顶下去，熬下去，就能在云顶度过大半年～
可是，事实证明我不可以。
@.@
那里的生活，实在不是人过得。
所以，三月份时，我就下山了。
也就等于，我aim的十千泡汤了。
唉～

朋友们都纷纷说下个月就可以下山了。
都赚到了十千～
本来，我也是其中一个。
不过是我自己放弃的。
怪得了谁？;(

没关系，开心就好啦。

月尾，就要去槟城做工了。
加油，最短时间内迎头赶上吧！
哈哈～

网购的生意，还在努力当中。
我，是有点懒啦，哈哈～
每天要上线，又要找资料，又要上传照片。
这些那些的。
我这些懒人，当然嫌麻烦的咯～
自己的英文又好像垃圾将，无奈！

户口的钱，有减无增。
想起开学时什么都是钱就头痛了！
电脑，生活费，什么什么费！
妈呀～现在不赚点钱那里行！ >.<

朱乐宜，
为了你那部开学的laptop, 得拼点！


03.46p.m
22.05.2012

lucky girl

i always do feel that i am lucky.
because i'm surrounding by awesome peoples.
they're so lovely and nice <3


recently, i always chat with a lovely shy girl.
ahahaha xD
guess who?
my friend's gf, Bukotsu Phing <3
she's a talkative girl when we are not chat by face to face.
but, when i standing front of her, she will feel shy..
so cute! hahahaha xD


and, they are too much of awesome people appear in my life, such as my family members.
my funny daddy, my lovely mummy, my stupid brother, and my silly sister..
they are a part of my life.
without them, i will not live happily until now.
thank you ;)


next, will be my sista <3
if you all read my blog since long time ago.
you all will recognize them
ZUKI YAN, EVEN CHONG, EUNICE YEONG, JIA HUI and RACHEL SIN..
they mean a lot to me :D
but time flies, seems everything will changed soon~
perhaps~ who knows?


and, HIM!! 
Mr. Chong, come and kacau my life since i was in form 5.
he has no attractive outlooking, but he has a kind heart :)
he is not very clever, but, sometimes, he quite smart.
but, he treats me quite good larrr...
still satisfy lorrr... haha xD
sometimes, i'm quite hypercritical..
haha xD no idea.. because i'm Virgo!


and there are some peoples that are important for me too!
they have important places in my heart.
my dearest godfather's family!
i love them so much!
since i was a baby, they all treat me so good!
they mean so much to me >.<
they are not rich family, but they always try to satisfy what i want!
thank you so much!


friends around me are fantastic too!
they are friendly, kind and nice <3


don't know why today i will post our this kind of bloggie～
wondering~
haha xD


and last,
what actually today i want to share with you guys is :
today, i learned the way to make "龟苓膏" from my beloved mummy!
taste not bad!
haha xD nice <3
and tomorrow, if i have mood, its time to make cake again! xD
hehehehehe xD enjoying in producing nice food! ;)


guys, gonna sleep.
have a nice day. 
<3




01.54a.m
21.05.2012

hot weather

these few days, really really hot! :(
i hate hot weather much >.<
keep on sweating..
please, please, please,
raining please..
i support 3R geh~
so, i don't want always switch on the air-con. >.<


went for badminton today!
exhausted!
add on i took medicine today :(
kill me better >.<
itssssssssssssssssssss tiring!!!!
oh gosh!
nevermind, still can tahan!
strong! ;D


recently, plan to open a webpage for myself for business matter :)
i'm too lack of money recently..
i'm jobless!!!
gosh!


i trying trying trying..
everybody, please dor dor bong chan ;)
but, i can't find a shop that can take stock in cheaper price ;(
who can help me?
;(


nevermind, still in early stage.
gayau!
i'm sure i can do it in future! :)


EURO FUN PARK
i'm coming soon~
seems interesting there <3
my boy said will get me there in these few days ;)
exciting!
i want to try the game there..
but, is it safe enough?
i'm poor enough recently, hope that the games there won't cost me much >.<
wait for me!
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee


and 1 thing more,
yesterday went to my boy new house for bbq and steamboat party!
for open house! :D
the very first time i stay together with his parents for so many hours @.@
lup dup lup dup~ heart beating..
luckily a lot of my friends went there too~
soo sooo sooooooo...
i just keep on chit-chatting with them! xD
hahahahahahaha


first impression is important..
but, i spoilt it~ T.T
my eye...........
oh my gosh!
so ugly enough! >.<


no more story for today and yesterday.
end up here ;)


and good luck for those friends who going to private.
all the best in your future! :P






10.29p.m
19.05.2012

山水有相逢

别时常以为你高高在上，说的东西一定是对的。
出过国有什么了不起？
那只证明了你的哥哥姐姐疼你，让你出国！
鼻子别老是时常往上看。

我们是你的亲戚，要尊重下大家。
好来好去。
你总是以为你对我们做的东西是对的。
总觉得你说的就是道理！
你的，很多时候是歪理！
我真的很讨厌这样的性格！

当初，我帮你的时候，你是怎样对我？
要的时候就说东说西，不要的时候，就一脚踢走我！
我一直人生吞气，有没有说过半句话？
你一通电话，我妈妈为你做了几多事？
你不念这些，还一直说我家人的不好。
你觉得你又做对了吗？
是你！彻底伤了我妈妈的心！

我跟你讲，你别再得寸进尺！
有一天，我会双倍奉还！

有一天，你的女儿一定会教会你怎样去学会尊重！
怎样去不再以为自己一定是对的！


03.52p.m
18.05.2012

星期五

不知不觉来到了18号。
又差不多一个月没有做工了。
不知道为什么少了一种冲劲。
又想做工，又不想做。
想留在这里，又不想留。
怪怪的。

我的眼睛，依旧一样。>.<
依然一个眼大，一个眼小。
一个眼正常，一个眼红肿。

本来还已经有好转了的。
可是就突然又严重了。
真搞不懂。
看来，不用去云顶了。

昨天，传来了一个喜讯。
小雯in relationship了。
一个星期前，她跟他还是普通朋友，不是很熟的样子。
一个星期后，是男女朋友了。
无常～哈哈
不过，还是祝你幸福！ <3
Mr. Derrick,对我的姐妹好一点！

今晚bbq和steamboat~
不是代表我什么都不能吃 o.O
吃了明天眼睛就肿到开不到，路都不用看咯～ @.@
今晚要跟朋友们尽心地玩一晚！

眼睛啊眼睛~
快点痊愈好不好/
真的好丑。 T.T

03.37p.m
18.05.2012

我的眼睛，今天开始痛了。 >.<
政府医院果然真的不能相信。
给我的要不但不能把我的眼睛给治好。
不过，至少控制住我的病情嘛!
>.<
现在眼睛小到～样衰！

今天妈妈去了云顶，没办法！
我唯有自己下厨咯～
唯有自己弄午餐来吃。
spagetti! <3
yummy yummy~

今天，没什么特别，五点多的时候，业来找我。
看过医生后，变去巴刹吃鱼粥，好吃好吃!
过后，去pasar malam走走。
回家看戏，然后他就回了。

说真的，我们并没有轰轰烈烈了。
可是，毕竟那么久了。
他也不是浪漫型的那类人。
所以，我们总是平平淡淡地过。
其实，也没有什么好和不好鲁～
就是一种习惯鲁～

今晚要开着灯睡觉。
我就是胆小鬼。
何况，今晚是狂风暴雨夜？



01.35a.m
17.05.2012

红眼症，已经蔓延到我的右眼了。。
T.T
what to do..
yesterday, i went to hospital to take medicine for my mommy..
and me, i went there to see for doctor~
oh my gosh!
i need to wait for more than 1 hours than only have a chance to meet the BELOVED doctor..

i wait for 60++ minutes, but i just can see the handsome doctor face for few minutes..
and he seems like rushing for his lunch~
and just simply say something and said..
okay larr... like this larrr..

and my left eye..
already swollen for more than 5 month..
but noob him!
don't know said what what gland sumbat already..
thus, this will happened..

i asked him do there have any antibiotic for me to eat?
he said nothing can cure it @.@
what the... =.=
before i got medicine from genting there...
really work..
but i had finished it..
that's why i go for you!
but you told me nothing can cure it?
that means genting's doctor cincai gimme medicine? lol!
i know you rush for your lunch, but i am your patient! >.<

forget about it..
next story..
i ate the medicine for 2 days already..
but, my eye never recover but getting worse!
getting serious and swollen..
RED RED RED RED!!!!! red eye ball! >.<
once i ate the medicine, i felt tired and no energy @.@
i wonder what medicine is that?
my eye not getting better but i'm getting tired =.=
ish!
if tomorrow this situation continue, i'm gonna go for another doctor!
GOD bless me..
i want my pretty eyes back! >.<

fui peng came back from sg today..
yumcha with alpha class buddies <3
chit chat there..
not bad..
wait for our next date! :D
next trip.. vacation vacation and vacation! :)

okay~ night everyone :)


01.10a.m
16.05.2012

sick

notice my title?

i'm sickkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk!

awwwwwww~

actually its not so serious~

红眼症！！！

oh gosh!

how come this happen on me? >.<

started from yesterday, my left eye felt itchy then swollen.

after that, became "RED EYE BALL"

T.T

early in the morning, i can't even open my eye..

wu~~

sigh~

how can i improve my english level?

anybody can help me in this?

i'm really really weak in this!

gonna enter university soon, what should i do?

if i'm entering university with this kind of english level.

die kaw kaw T.T

gonna sleep ler.

bye buddy :)

02.35a.m

14.05.2012

最大的鼓励

没错，她就是一路以来很值得信任的好朋友！


今天一上facebook..
发觉inbox有一片长篇大论的文章。
就是她，我的宝贝莹。
从中学到现在一路走来，她很多时候都陪在我的身边。


一封鼓励我的话。
安慰了我的心房～


girl, saw your blog just now. hope this is not too late to encourage you to chase your 
dream. well, i always believe that impossible is nothing. stars wouldn't be too far from you, since you have the potential to do that, you are pretty, brave and charming. there is no fault to have a dream, even it is a ambitious dream! so, find a way to chase your dream, before you get old! you wouldn't know what will happen until you get something, maybe you will face difficulty in the journey, maybe you will be disappointing, maybe you will feel regret, maybe you will achieve great success and become great artist!! who knows?! no one can tell you what will it be, unless you try. but i am pretty sure that you will regret when you are 50 and see ppl same age with you achieve greater success than you, if you didn't take action to get what you want. like me, i can't imagine my life if i choose to study medicine or engineering. sit in front of the desk and study all the time?! that is just not me! although now i need to sacrifice my proper meal, hang out and sleep, but i am doing design, i am doing something that i like. i failed, i feel like give up in the beginning too, but now i am on my way to be a great architect. have faith in yourself, always take a step before you lost your age that can chase your dream. we both know when you are 30, you are no longer have a chance to start your performing career. hope you can find a way to make your dream come true. cheers 


她的肺腑之言。
我看了，眼眶湿湿地。
真的有种感动～
可是，对不起，仍然没有我平时做事的那种勇气。


不知道为什么，做其他事就胸口有个勇字！
这些。。。就。。。唉～
应该怎样？
星梦～真的不是开玩笑～ @.@
不过，真的很谢谢你，丘嘉莹！
我知道，将来的你一定是一个很出色的architect!
加油！


梦想～
可能将来有一天，我真的有这个勇气和毅力朝着你这个方向迈进！

12.58a.m

13.05.2012

心中的烦闷抒发不出来。
就有种莫名其妙的感觉。
如果，一开始没有离开云顶继续撑下去，现在就不用为这些烦了。


我不喜欢一次又一次这样。
承诺了的，计划好的，有泡汤了！
我就是很讨厌这样！
但是我能说什么？


最近，又有想shopping的欲望了。
哎哟～穷到死，可是偏偏又想买东西了。
其实，我不是很喜欢名牌，当然，有名牌是最好的啦！
美的东西就好啦～名牌，只是一种牌子。


唉~答应过自己三个月不能买东西，可是那天有破戒了！
要control下了～不然，就赚再多都不够。
何况，我现在还是量地官 T.T
penang, kampar, or kl? ;(
sigh~ 我也不知道！ 应该怎样好。


想要储蓄多点！
为了自己开学前的旅游，要存多点钱！




10.05.2012
10.55p.m

The very first time he allowed me to hang out with BOY without saying much things!

oh gosh! touching man! >.<

since the days that i be with him, i getting lesser and lesser to hangout with friends, especially with GUYS!!!!

he is a sensitive man.. no.. should say he is a traditional man! 

no idea with it.. because he is the one that i choose! hahahaha

but, since these few months, he changed a lot!

because of me ;)

i used to hang out with my buddys since form 2 or 3 i think.

haha xD he had no idea with it..

because i'm a hyperactive girl! ;D

so, he started to accept it and get use to it..

and, so, do i..

compare to last days, i stay more in house than before. @.@

oh gosh! i can't believe this is me?!

hahaha xD but since he changed for me, but why i can't?

i must be fair sometimes.. teehee! :D

today, without saying anythings, he said okay! :D

**wink

good! thumbs up! fantastic!

so, i had spent my time with ccl at each a cup this noon!

and with thai ming also :)

long long long time never meet him ==> chen chee loon

sigh~ i also can't find out the reason why everytime once i plan something.

someone or some incident will spoil it! >.<

i hate this.. not the first time..

i'm totally disappointed with this! >.<

sigh~ suddenly, emo.. stop here. night ;(

02.23a.m

10.05.2012

其实，每个人都有自己不喜欢的东西。
这个并不是一件奇怪或不正常的东西。

我，从小到大，都不喜欢人家没经过我的同意就拿我的东西，碰我的东西。
没原因，就是不喜欢。
明明是你的错，怎么反过来责骂我？
一句“对不起” 不是好了吗？
她，就是这样。她，就是我姐姐。
她，从来都不喜欢对我道歉，应该说从小到大都没有。
我，也习惯了，可是，我，也是会不爽，明白吗？
你明知道，我不喜欢人家没问过我就拿我的东西，可是，你总是犯了一次又一次！
可能，是处女座的关系吧～

大家不要误会我讨厌她~
我一点都不讨厌她，但是很喜欢她。
我们的感情也一直以来都很好。
她是一个很好的姐姐，因为，他一直以来都很疼我，也对我很好!
<3
我只是有我自己的习惯。

时间，不停地过着。
五月了，但是，我却越来越搞不清楚自己的方向。
我，有想过当医生，可是，生离死别那方面，我总是不能很好地控制自己的情绪。
我也不能面对比较恐怖的受害者的样貌。
我，就是那么地胆小。
所以，算了吧。

我，以为自己也很喜欢finance和accounting的东西，但是，时间好像又告诉了我不是那样。
;(
无奈！
我知道自己从小到大的梦想，方向，没有改变过。
我最爱的都是舞台！
我喜欢表演，喜欢演技，喜欢拍戏。
这，是我从懂事以来，一直没有改变过的心中的梦。
我，不是很敢对别人说，除了比较亲近的朋友。
因为，我怕大家会说我爱出风头，爱出名，爱发明星梦～
但是，我从小就不这么认为。
因为，每个人都有自己喜欢做的事，自己的梦想。
可是，怎么我总觉得，我的梦想，特别遥不可及，特别痴心妄想？
;(

瑶曾经对我说过，
什么不可能？这个世界上，什么梦想都有可能实现。
她说了类似的话。
可是，我总觉得，明星，真的是一个太遥远的梦。
但是，我却深深地爱上这个行业。

业，他不喜欢，他总说，如果你真的进了演艺圈，我就不要你～
自己的另一半，都不支持自己，怎么能有勇气去追寻？
时常说笑地对着我的父母说，你们准备做星爸星妈啦！我要做第二代佘诗曼。
他们会回应我说，好啊！
其实，我真的很想大大声对你们说，我真的很想冲着这个反向去！
连对着姐妹们，我也只是用说笑的语气说出来。
其实，我的内心，是多么地想尝试。
我知道，这真的是个梦。
我其实，真的很喜欢这些。
每次camp的sketch,我都会尽心尽力地去表演，因为，我超喜欢！
然后，得到所有观众的认可和赞赏，我真的觉得自己有点天分。
那份满意，怎样说呢？
ehmmmmmmm....

有多少个人其实能真正地去追求自己爱做的事？
爸爸曾经对我说过：演艺圈很复杂的，演员表面看来风光，背后的心酸，谁懂。
妈妈说：演艺圈很复杂的啦。不好做的。
其实，这些道理我都明白，只是想尝试下。

梦想，真的只是梦和想！
我很想像别人那样有勇气去追寻，向别人一样勇于尝试。
可惜，我就是懦弱，因为，这个梦，很难得到大家的鼓励和支持................

02.35a.m

09.05.2012