20092009

happy 20092009

today is 20.09.2009

today maybe a special date

but not a special day for me

just as usual

go for meeting with me st.john's committee

tuition

slept

that's all

siens dou

never study these few days

playing playing and playing

wasting my time to do something that useless

my mood affected by someone again

don't know what you thinking at all

why suddenly will like this and sometimes like that?

weird you know?

your caring and concerning makes me feel confused

stop doing it please

i know that you are not cup of my tea

and we are not suit for each others

as what i told my besties, we won't be couple

is that what i wish?

i think so

i also don't know

but for sure

for now, i not love you at all

yesterday

you asked me that whether i love you?

my answer is you think yourself

because i really don't know how should i answer you

but i know this answer is not important right?

sometimes your caring really make me feel touching

except my boyfriend

you are the one that will make me feel want to rely on

you are the one always listen to what i want

but i keep on tell myself all of this just an illusion

suddenly feel so upset

no reason

just moody

too much of things i want to say

but i don;t know how should i say it out

just stop here

lokyee is confusing

10.34p.m

20.09.2009