The very first suprise from him

I had been waited for the suprise for more than 3 years.

Finally, he did it.

Today, he suddenly appeared in front of me.

I was so so so suprise and don't know what expression should i give him.

But, I'm really do feel happy.

My dear, finally you gave a such as big suprise!

Had been cheated by him. He told me that he not going come back this week because there will be a lot of tests on the coming week. 

But, he did. 

He comes back!

The very first time he suprise me.

I am so so so happy with that.

Maybe people will think why i will be such happy just because of this small stuff.

Ya, I also don't know why.

Every small things did by him I also feel happy easily.

That's me, Chee Lok Yee.

Spent my whole afternoon time with this man! 

Had been one month did not meet him.

Miss him so much.

He purposely came back from Melaka because of me!

Touch!

Thank you my dear.

Appreciate.

On the way to rush for my tonnes of assignments ;(

Going to spend my whole holidays with assignments

Coding again 

lol~

Make me mad soon! >.<

3 more days left.

Gonna go back the hell again ;(

I want my heaven.

Chee Lok Yee, try your best, Fight for your heaven!

:D

01.54a.m

26.10.2012

Home sweet home

     Although there're tonnes of assignments waiting me to complete them, but i also feel great because I'm in my lovely house now! :D Home sweet home! Gonna prepare for the tests that approaching also. 

     One good news to announce! Woohoo! I got the highest marks in my Fundamental Discrete Structure! Quite unbelievable for me. I never think that i will get the highest marks in my class during my university life. For those who envy the marks that i get, I'm sorry to say that, I'm worth for it! Because i do pay attention in this subject. So, please do not say those stupid things to me again! I hate that much! I get lesser marks than you all in others subject, then should i say the same thing to you all? OMG!

     I want to make myself to be more stronger than before! Although I'm not interest in this course, but i want to let myself fall i love with that! Promise myself must try to achieve as high pointer as i can! And, I want to get well achievement in my co-curricular activities too. That a promise to myself and to GOD!

     Next month, there'll be a Prom night organised by the senior of my campus. Before, there was a senior asked me to be the emcee leader of the leader team. Hope that i can handle it well. And, hope that, i really can be the one :) GOD bless me. Wish that i can be the emcee of the prom night also. Had been a long long time never be emcee already. Feel so excited right now. Pick me! Pick me! Pick me as your partner! Pick me as your choice! Select me to be your partner! hahahahahaha xD Gilanya budak ini :D I mean me lar weyyyyy, don't misunderstanding lar, people. hahahaha xD

     Tonight, gonna date with Li Yan and Thai Ming. Yippie! Wait for the date for tonight. I'm craving for pearl milk tea :) Tonight, plan to go to Pasar Malam and get a cup of pearl milk tea :P Nom Nom Nom~~~~ <3 font="font" nbsp="nbsp">

     Yesterday, argued with him again. Seriously, I feel so tired in this already. Exhausted. Calm down calm down. Don't think too much. Gayau lar wey Chee Lok Yee.

Bye peoples. Stay tuned. :)


07.38p.m
24.10.2012

Never give up

     I put "Never give Up" as my blog title. Why? Because I'm facing a lot of problems recently. I feel exhausted in solving every problems. I keep on tell myself I cannot give up easily, so that i can get what i targeted before. I want to achieve what I had promised myself and GOD.

     I did badly in my Hands On Test again. I totally have no idea about that. Seriously, I'm not interest in stuffs that related with computer at all. Maybe I'm a good user, but for sure, not a good programmer. Again, I failed to create a program nicely. How stupid I am. ;( Another emo night for me yesterday. What should I do? Try to improve, but i totally cannot fall in love with this course. 

     Among all the subjects that I'm taking, I like Fundamental Discrete Structure most! Because it is Mathematics. It is the easiest subject for me. 

     This 2 weeks are the Tests Week. Seriously, all the tests kill me. Pressure, tension and nervous, all come in once! I can't stand for these. Seriously, I still not strong enough. Perhaps. I should boost up my speed to transform to be a tough and better me. I want to be more strong. I don't want to be the one that always leave behind. 

     And, keep on have some small argue with my man. Sigh~ No idea at all. He promised will treat me better in future. He told me that he will think for me in the future. But, all these are just nonsense, because he keeps on breaking his promises.  ;(  I cried. Few days ago, i cried. Without sharing my problem to anyone, but keep in my heart. He told me that actually i really good enough for him. He knew that i treat him good all the time. But, just feel curious why he cannot change the way he treat me? Sometimes, really feel like actually who am I?

     Long distance relationship~ Easy to maintain or hard? Depends on individual's view. For me, if he willing to change, it will be much more easier to maintain. I did put a lot of effort, since, no ones appreciate, then I think I should love myself more. Learn to be more selfish? Perhaps.

     Sigh~ Forget about it. Focus in my academics. Tonnes of assignments, presentations and tests waiting me. Goodbye people! 



11.20p.m
18.10.2012

An Old Lovely Friend

Notice something?

My title.

About friend again

haha :D

I knew her since 13 years ago.

She is shy girl.

I love her so much.

But, i did something that hurt her.

I spoiled our friendship by myself.

Feel so regret about that.

My dear, I'm sorry.

Today, finally i dare to inbox her and told her my feelings.

I really hope that our friendship still able to continue like last time.

The time we spent together.

We lye on the same bed, sharing our problems and happiness together.

remember?

The days we played barbie dolls and created stories by ourselves?

hahaha

I always wanted her to accompany me to go toilet.

Seriously, without her, I really Don't know how to pass my form 3 life.

A dark period in my life.

Thank you, girl.

For being aside me :)

I really hope that i can be your best friend once again.

Like last time.

Sincerely, i love you so much!

I'm so appreciate our friendship.

Girl, please do always take care yourself.

And, stay sweet with you boy 

12.45a.m

15.10.2012

My first event in UMP

Spotted what i mentioned in my title? 

My first event in UMP.

Be usher of autumn mid festival..

Pesta Tanglung Usher..

The very first time i became usher. 

Different experience.

But seriously, i don't enjoy much in this event.

For me, its not really well-organised.

Sorry for saying that.

But, this is my personal view.

Hope you guys don't mind.

But, at least, the event is quite success also although rain heavily..

And me, become "WET" usher.

T.T

Havent' recover from sick but become more sick

@.@

Had a bad flu this morning.

Luckily, now getting better.

Shift to lazy mode recently.

;(
I need to change my stupid attitude like that.

Gonna score well and aim for the things and target that i want.

ya, forget to share something will you guys.

A senior asked me to be emcee group leader yesterday.

Feel excited but also worry much.

Actually, i feel that i'm not good in being a good emcee.

I worry that  i can't handle it well and let him feel disappointed.

;(

Seriously, i always do feel that myself is not good enough.

I'm not pretty, I'm not slim.

I don't have a good memory and clever brain.

I don't have a good leadership.

I can't organize something well.

And blahssss...

A lot of things that i can't do it well.

Try to improve myself but seems fail!

T.T

And today received a message from JKC there.

Asked me to be the Head of Unit Sponsor.

T.T

I have no experience in this field.

Again, new experience.

Hope that i can manage it well.

Give me some time.

I want to prove to myself that i can be much more better.

:)

And lastly, what i want to share with you all is :
I did bad in my Hands on tests last week.

How stupid I am.

I can't even show out the whole programme.

Seriously, i cried on the spot.

;(
I want to score well.

But, i did something stupid in the test.

I can't answer this paper well.

Gonna try my best to master in programming techniques.

Wasted a lot of time.

Gonna study.

Having the next quiz on the coming Tuesday.

Stay tuned!

09.09pm

07.10.2012