Better me

getting more and more like to blog now

as a full time blogger?

haha

found this song accidentally.

"BETTER ME"

by Fiona Sit

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tJS9IgWd0nk&feature=player_embedded#!

this song is really nice indeed!

i love it!

i keep on click on the repeat button.

song of my day.

there's too much of stuff appear in my mind.

and, my tears drop accidentally.

;(

i had tried my best.

what should i do?

what should i.......

how come my EQ such low?

:(

i have nobody to tell to.

because, since the day i be with you, 

i prefer keep my every feeling in my heart.

that's not me.

but, i know, i'll be the real me so soon!

spotted a quote from fb few days ago.

actually, its not really a quote.

but it really did affect my pretty mood

promise myself.

find my smile and cheerful face in a very soon time

because, i'm an optimistic girl! 

:D

i believe!

07.22p.m

23.06.2012

端午节

刚刚从facebook才知道原来今天是端午节

以往都是妈妈告诉我

可是今年，人在异乡度过这个节日

今年的这个日子，特别想吃粽子

对

我想家了

好想好想

想念以往以来

我亲爱的干妈为我准备我最爱的碱水粽

还有香香的椰糖

那

是我的最爱

比起传统的粽

无端端emo起来了

没粽吃

我想念我家了

;(

不过

就在今天这种节日

突然收到了特别的信息

等下一定要叫姐姐带我去买粽子！

:D

05.42p.m

23.06.2012

Lack of money

yup, everyone!

today's post is still relate to money.

i can't find an answer that why my money just flowing like water?

i had use almost RM800 for this month.

what a crazy amount for me! 

>.<

i never such a huge amount of money in 1 month time.

this is the very FIRST time.

and, i had promised myself that, this will be the last time for my student life lar for sure.

in my memories, i just remember that i had used up RM200 for my mummy day present.

then the balance?

where to go?

i didn't go for shopping also

@.@

can't recall for the place that i had spent

gonna start save much more money and earn more.

seriously, i love my job as a STARBUCKS barista now!

i always do having fun when i making beverages for my lovely customer.

and, 

i can't believe that i able to communicate with each other with ENGLISH everyday!

is EVERYDAY!

my English is suck!

but, this time had proved that actually i can speak if i want to do that.

no idea, situation force me to learn to speak fluently.

hope that, i can gradually improve my English.

i'm totally  poor in that.

i think i'm the most noob one among them

:(

nevermind!

just try my best and learn from it!

as what my colleagues told me when i still new as barista

IT'S OKAY. LEARN FROM MISTAKES

all guys are so caring and friendly there.

love to work in this condition.

a lot of fun.

and, another thing that always pop up in my mind recently.

its all about my IPTA.

sigh~

can i get into USM?

hope so lar.

because, i totally fall in love with Penang already!

this kind of  city life is damn amazing!

few days ago, i saw someone post something out.

emo for a while without any reason.

just emo.

don't know why.

actually the post is no related to me at all.

i think too much.

keep on tell myself.

control yourself before you falling to a trap again!

:)

cheer up.

i miss them!

is my sista gang!

suddenly, this feeling attack me again!

they really mean a lot to me

just hope time and distance will not affect anything between us.

cook dinner for my sister and him!

goodbye everyone.

07.37p.m

22.06.2012

Penang life

came penang for 11 days already.

and, i had worked for 5 days.

and, today OFF!

xD

syok man!

i'm one of STARBUCKS partner now

and, i'm enjoying in this job.

i learned much from that.

the knowledge of being a good barista and so on.

although the salary is not as high as what i get from Genting.

but, at least, i much more enjoy in this compare being a croupier in genting.

and, and, and!

i get 2 free beverages and 1 meals every duty day!

xD

syok man!

it's STARBUCKS beverages!

its nice dude!

and, i tried different beverages everyday!

i feel so excited because i'm one of the STARBUCKS fans!

:D

although the closing shift is quite tough, but i still can enjoy. **sometimes only lar

because, its really much more tiring compare to others shift.

that's why we get extra pay  for that!

:D

and, the shit genting, although work midnight!

notice? is MIDNIGHT!

just get RM3 for that.

eat also not enough larrrrrr

hahahaha

see! so lc already

>.<

paiseh~

as what i said earlier, i having my off day today.

so, i'm being alone in my lovely room

;)

need to enjoy to max for my only 1 day off for a week.

but, later, i'm gonna going Queensbay again for my another interview of part time job

so hardworking huh me!

:D

instead of doing nothing in house, better i search some part time to do.

because, nobody fetch me to gai gai ;(

my sister only will has her own off days on weekends!

;(

and, yesterday, my cousin gave birth safety!

thanks GOD for blessing her and her lovely baby girl :D

maybe tonight going to visit her ;)

i love baby much!

woohoo!

and, one thing!

i'm getting round and round since i came penang!

ate too much!

don't know why, i feel hungry always.

no idea with that!

just eat lorrrrr

hahaha

when i back to kampar, sure everybody will notice that i fatter and fatter and fatter than before

T.T

keep fit?

hahaha

later larrrr

gonna wash my uniform first.

bye bye.

01.40p.m

21.06.2012

人生的第一次:流鼻血

二十年以来，没有流过鼻血

昨天，也就是13.06.2012

我，第一次流鼻血

一开始，我还以为是鼻子伤了，所以，才有流出了一丝丝的血丝

可是，今天

又来了

@.@

超级恐怖和严重

流好多好多

才证实了

昨天不是弄伤鼻子，而是流鼻血

可是，奇怪的是，

明明两个小时前已经干了

怎么，两个小时后

也就是现在的我

又开始流鼻血了

担心是有什么病

>.<

怎么来得那么频密？

拼命地灌水

希望明天不是有事了

还在等消息当中

我人已经在penang多天了

还在寻找工作当中

我自己要求高

所以拒绝了好几份工

>.<

我还敢讲出来哦

哈哈

明天就随便找份part time来做先

总不能只用前

没赚钱吧

好消息

本小姐的店

已经开始有生意啦！

那种兴奋，难以形容

haha

加油啦！

:)

05.55p.m

14.06.2012

Penang

Tomorrow gonna be another pretty day.

i'm going Penang tomorrow.

;(

Don't know why, just feel not willing to leave here

i have more friends here.

and, my lovely mama is here too

;(

going there to search some part time job.

i have 2 more months to go before intake of my local U

reluctant to leave here ;(

packed all my things already.

prepare for tomorrow.

going there by taking bus.

DUHHHH

a tiring job for me

hahaha

can i go there by aeroplane?

at least can save some time and use in searching job

my shop is okay already ;)

woohoo

still trying my best to make more business and earn much more pocket money

i'm too poor :(

my banking account left very less balance only.

;(

my laptop

my S3

tak ada lagi

T.T

promise myself gonna OT more in these coming 2 months.

earn more for things that i want!

yippie!

Chee Lok  Yee, you can make it

goodnight world.

and, good morning!

hahaha xD

its 3.26a.m now.

sleep lerrr..

p/s : its my mama BIGDAY. my mama birthday. happy birthday and best wishes for her!

10.06.2012

消失的四天

从金宝消失了4天

去了云顶

看尽人生百态的地方

我

并不享受那里做工的环境

妈妈要求

没法不去

人就是这样

赢钱又不舍得走

输钱又不甘愿离开

所以

这就是让人对赌博上瘾的理由

每一次

看到大家把赢了的钱再次挖回进我的chip tray里

心里都会想

与其把它们输完给云顶

不如给我

让我好好地利用更好

就是因为他们

我们的云顶才会越来越繁荣

=.=

看着他们有时候左挖右拿的

才可以挖出几块钱来换筹码

就连仅有的筹码也输了

何苦呢？

这就是他们_____赌仔

我们的真正“米食颁主"

没有了他们

许多人的饭碗都给打破了

这4天

度日如年

我讨厌那边做工

不过

可能有一天

我也会上去玩两手

做下顾客

让做工的人讨厌一下

哈哈哈哈哈

6月8号

虽然过了

可是

爸爸妈妈，结婚周年快乐！

;)

谢谢你们

就是因为你们

才有今天幸福的家

<3

02.27a.m

09.06.2012

virus infection

oh gosh!
its virus infection!
i mean my face


as what my previous blog said
my face has some bintik-bintik merah
yesterday, i went for doctor already
he said
VIRUS INFECTION
gosh
why it will suddenly happened?
nevermind, now my face is getting prettier :D
hahahahahahaha
recovering


but i need to take medicine
i hate medicine much
>.<
but, luckily getting better than before
GOD bless


my mummy ngam me again
sigh
that's why tomorrow i'm going to genting again
4 dayyyyysssssss
4 DAYSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS
nightmare
@.@
i will be good there
i believe ;(


goodnight world.
tomorrow gonna go to HEAVEN
gonna sleep earlier
don't miss me
;(

10.42p.m

04.06.2012

祸不单行

不知道搞什么东西

上两个星期红眼症

才刚刚好

前几天又开始脸敏感

起了很多一粒粒的东西

红红的

一开始还以为是生青春痘

可是它们蔓延的速度有够快

才一天就蔓延到整个脸

过一天  又蔓延到头顶

过一天  又蔓延到下巴

今天  蔓延到嘴巴了

T.T

现在  开始有痒痒的感觉了

到底是什么东东

明天非看医生不可了

我的脸啊

取消了明早去云顶的van

真的不好意思

我也不想的

T.T

还要等一早打去cancel我的part time

真的很不好意思

可是  事情严重

没有办法

等下毁容就惨

;(

短短两个星期

又红眼症又敏感的

真的祸不单行

希望没事

;(

03.38a.m

03.06.2012

Aeon Day again

went to AEON again

because i want to buy some facial wash things

and, i bought it

OS'LEE

heard that before?

its expensive

>.<

cost me Rm160++

oh gosh!

bankrupt again

@.@

and i tried Frappucino just now

not as nice as i thought

so so only

chocolate cream chip better

prefer that more

and i saw S3 already

its damn nice

i love that so much

as first, i thought it not as nice as i think

but, when i saw that.

gosh! 

its sooooooooooooo nice!

i want to get one as mine

<3

sunday, i'm gonna go genting again

sigh

i'm force to work as part time since i bankrupt already

adui~~~

the balance credit of my bank account getting lesser and lesser

gonna find a job for myself to save much more money

genting, here i come again 

T.T

i hate the meal there

hate most!

stay there for 6 days.

GOD bless me

01.15a.m

02.06.2012