shopping with HIM today. ;)

bought 2 pairs of shoes.

its simple.

but, for me, simple is the best!

and, important thing is : COMFORTABLE!

few hours later, i gonna leave my lovely home.

and, going to my aunt's there. sigh!

GOD bless me.. hope all the best there..

nothing to blog actually.

read an article from facebook..

its about a story of a little angel..

her name is "yu yan"

she's a pretty little angel!

when she was a baby, she abandoned by her parents.

she got cancer when she was 8 years old.

from the article, i knew that she is a good girl!

but, GOD brought her to a peace place when she was just 8 years old.

that time, a lot of people donated money as her treatment fees.

but, at last, she rejected to continue her treatment.

but distributed the money to 7 people who having this kind of sickness also.

she just 8-year-old!

but, how come? she not as selfish as others.

i'm truly feel touch about her story!

R.I.P

although it happened long time ago, but, hope that you live happily in another world!

girl, you're the best! <3

01.49a.m

22.04.2012

Going to kl very soon. countdown the days..

not for travelling/vacation. but for working..

once upon a time, when i was still a little kid.

i always wish to stay in this city very much.

but, time flies and i'm getting bigger, i wish to go to penang.

penang is much more better than KL!

Gonna work for my aunt as a office girl. LOL!

Actually, i dislike this kind of job muchie! it's too boring for me.

add on, there isn't any friends and families stay beside me.

i'll died! Due to the reason : am too boring in this job.

relatives~~

because of this reason, i gonna deal with something that i hate!

because of you, you force me to make this decision!

nevermind, i keep on tell myself.

just like trying to hypnosis myself to accept this job.

please, no next time. because i want to enjoy my life to the max!

but not trapping myself to do this kind of stuff.

i'm so sorry to say that～

huu~~

few months had passed, MAY is coming soon.

but, i never study or attend english courses to improve my POOR and BROKEN english..

my grammar is sucks!

recently, start to decorate my blog again with writing out my feelings.

abandon it for a long period.

so, now, i gonna sayang it back ;)

guys, please keep on give support to my bloggie! ;)

gonna pack, and leave here soon.

i'll miss you, my dearest mummy and daddy.

and you, MR. Chong!

please be a good teacher!

haha xD

goodnight peoples.. stay tuned! :D

12.55 a.m

21.04.2012

人生

昨晚，终于看完了on call 36小时，由于astro 被雷劈中了·，所以，今时今日才把他给看完。

这一套戏，让我哭了多少片，心酸了多少次？

记得有一幕，我一直哭。

因为，令我想起·了在天国的干妈。

我，一路以来，都很想念她。

一个坚强的女人。

有看过我的部落格的人都会知道，她是在我中五那年去世的。

她，是因为癌症复发而离开了人间。

那，一幕，我抱着枕头哭了。

my dearest godmother, i miss you a lot! ;(

我曾经想过要读医。

因为我就是不能好好地面对生离死别，所以，放弃了。

也因为，我怕面对满身血淋淋的伤者。

医生，其实真的蛮伟大。

这套戏，蛮喜欢看！ ;)

其实，我从小开始就想当演员，我喜欢演戏。

感觉很好玩！

我身边的朋友都知道，这是我从小到大的梦想！

从小，我就喜欢表演。

有的人，一定会觉得，我很爱出风头，可是管他！

我只想做我自己爱做的事。blek!

家人都知道我从很小的时候就有着这个志愿。

每年填那些不知道什么表格里，志愿那个column永远都会有演员这个·行业填在里面！

haha~就觉得自己其实真的在这方面很有天分！ xD

虽然，这是我梦想，可是，我没有想过要实现。

选择进大学的科系里，也没有填lakonan..

反正，这就是一个遥不可及的梦～

不过，如果真的有机会，真的想试试看！ ;)

现在就时常闲在家里没事做～

量地官！>.<

怎样都好，好好享受这几天的生活，迟点就要被强迫去帮某某人做工！ 

i tell you! this is the last time, don't try to challenge my patience anymore! don't use the same method to force me doing something that i not wish to anymore. if not, i'll get mad!

3.49p.m

20.04.2012

现实

曾竟有着远大的理想

可是

最近发现自己爱上的是享受每一天充满欢乐的日子

而不是再为自己的功课而烦忧

真的像废材那样

嘻嘻哈哈又一天

得过且过又另一天

STPM的到来

只是一直压逼着我

有时候，真的想什么都不管

抛开一切去旅游

其实

你们爱讽刺我

爱合起来贬低我

慢慢地对这种对待麻木，没感觉

难道你们认为这样你们开心之余我也开心吗？

抱歉

别把快乐建立在我的痛苦上

有时，不是我不要问

而是你们只见有太多事，我都来不及问

到最后，就一句“你不知道的啦”或者“我很懒讲”就带过了

那我问来有什么意义？

不如等你们想说就说，不想说就扮不知道

曾经很不开心

曾经自己躲起来难过掉泪

曾经，耿耿于怀

那倒不如看开点

开心过每一天不是更好吗？

一个电话，“诶，喝茶咯”

已经足够

人，要向现实低头

成绩烂，要面对

感情决裂，要熬过去

到最后，你会发觉自己坚强了许多

我是一个爱把心事说出来的人

可是

慢慢地我喜欢收起来，跟自己分享

“你最近开不开心啊？”

“开心，有什么事值得我难过？”

我长大了

哈哈

其实，现在不开心

多一下，我就什么事都没有，然后就可以开心回嘻嘻哈哈的

人

其实就是要这样过每一天

不是吗？

02.34a.m

30.07.2011

12.04.2012 3.21p.m

不能怪你

我们的家庭都不一样

很多时候，我都把我的想法说了出来

可是

你没用心听

也没有好好记牢

有时，真的很累

你并不是我想分享烦恼的最佳对象