study time

no more play time for me now

it is a promise to myself

i want to score well

i need to do so

it is a promise to myself

a promise to my parents

i can't let them have disappointed feelings on me

i can't

i need to let them proud of me

i don't want myself to be regret some day

i wish to score all As in my sijil pelajaran malaysia (SPM)

i wish to get flying colours in my exam

i wish to get JPA much!

i wish to

but, i know i can't

because i'm too lazy

i wasted too much of time

although now only i start to be hardworking

but

it also seems nothing will change

i really had no more time to do my revision

argh!

but i stil will try my best to score as much As as i can

muahahaha

CHEE LOK YEE

trust yourself

believe yourself that you can

confidence to yourself

13 A+ please come toward me

muahaha

i'm opening my arm to welcome you all

muahaha

i love you all much

can you all notice and feel my love?

can you?

hehe

never mind.

i will prove this to you all

i will prove that i really love you all much!

okay.

stop here

i need to prove my love now~

hehe

ganbateh nehx!

8.10 p.m

25.10.2009

untitle

long time never blogging here

don't know how should i start my blog

just now

hang out with soo

both of us go for a parade

九王爷游行

not as nice as before

quite bored this year

hu~
after that, both of us go to maha maju for our supper

hu~

getting fat again

next saturday will be our graduation day

hu~

i need to be more slim to wear my pretty dress

i don't want to show all my OIL

i want to be more beautiful on that day

hu~
chee lok yee

ganbateh

try your best to be as slim as you can

now i'm really fat dou~

argh~

gonna keep fit keep fit and keep fit

these two days

not feeling so happy

don't know why

start to feel stress for my spm

argh~

my head gonna burst soon

i need to study more

i get a satisfied result

but i know i lack of time already

argh~

stop here.

continue my revision.

nights

2.32am

25.10.2009

02.10.2009

原来

之前的都是一场误会

呵呵

现在想起

还蛮搞笑的

之前

还一直误会

他还爱她

原来

是他写少一个字

所以不爱便成爱了

呵呵

他

是认真的

而我都不确定自己想怎样

是习惯还是喜欢

没有一个明确的答案

处于疑惑中

就像蕙说那样

习惯和喜欢只是一线之差

只要越过一点点

结局就不一样了

其实

我早就知道

只是

我找不到答案

也许

我伤害了你

对不起

给点时间我好吗？

你对我真的很好

只是

我怕我伤害你

更怕被伤害

所以

让我有多点的时间考虑能吗？

今天

问蕙意见

她觉得我跟他不一样

她觉得他喜欢我比习惯多

反而觉得

我习惯比喜欢多

“我有喜欢吗？”

“有”

我也不清楚

也许旁观者清吧

今天

他告诉我说

庆功宴那天

其实他有种想握住我的感觉

听到后

没有抗拒的感觉

反而

有种开心的感觉

谢谢你对我的呵护和爱戴

再给点时间我好吗？

就再一点

02.10.2009

11.10p.m