exam exam and exam

my brain is blank without any knowledge.

damn!

i am stupid!
no doubt..

ish

>.<

how come i choose form 6 as my next journey?

shit!

the syllabus are too difficult for me

and, i am too lazy for studying.

is time to face the death!

feel despair

for everything.

luckily,

i have my 5 besties and my lovely family that always stand by me.

without them..

i will lost my way.

finally..

i heard the heart's word of him.

i cried.

i was so sad.

i need my besties at that moment..

i need them much.

>.<

i decided many thins at that particular moment.

i choose to be silent.

i appologized for nothing.

exam

just go away from me.

i have no any reading feel.

on the coming days.

i need to be more hardworking

because study is my responsibility.

for my pretty future.

stop crying

no more tears allowed here!

i need to be more and more tough to face the problem in the future alone.

8.32 pm

24.10.2010