many of them said me slim jor.

haha :D

is it?

recently, enjoyed in my carnival coco activities.

a lot of fun with my friends.

due to this year is the last year of my school life, i need to enjoy to the max!

treasure the moment with my teachers and classmates, even friends too!

time flies.

almost the end of july~

seriously, i study nothing.

how should i face my stpm?

my result never improve at all.

=.=

too lazy i am!

ish!

enjoy in playing badminton recently.

maybe this is the reason i getting slim~

these few days, i lost my voice and get ill.

T.T

pity girl~

i miss my lovely unique voice much >.<

fever fever and fever.

how come i am so weak?

DUH~

i hate this most.

headache and so on.

sometimes i really have no energy and mood to do my revision.

i want to be healthier!

tomorrow, need to go school in the early morning again!

=.=

sigh~

a boring ceremony again.

but after this year, i have no more chance to attend this kind of activities anymore.

try to enjoy sin

:D

12.36a.m

23.07.2011

back from penang.

never take any photos.

because, my forehead if full with pimples!

lol!

>.<

again

i get sick frequently.

anyone can help me?

i don't want to see doctor.

i hate medicine!

how should i improve my academic?

seems like too many things i can't catch up..

abandon my works for more than 1 year.

lol!

still need to tell myself that i able to catch up!

argh~

STPM gonna make me mad!

huuu~

take a deep breath.

at least study some pages only sleep.

10.41 p.m

08.06.2011

gastric recently.

these days..

i am too busy in my stuff..

but,

not for my academics..

i'm sure.

my mid year exam will fail fail and fail..

i have no any study mood..

i still don't know the way to write the "die" word.

i promise!!

i will study after this exam..

PROMISE PROMISE PROMISE!!!!

i will do it..

give up my mid-year..

>.<

no idea..

i never prepare for this..

and please..

don't keep on do something that will hurt me..

i am a human!

i appreciate the things you did.

but, why you keep on did something to let me feel disappointed?

damn!

sigh..

no mood.

goodnight then..

12.54a.m

15.05.2011

时间久了，人也会变。

其实，是人变了？还是本来就是，只是慢慢的浮现出来?

lower 6的orientation开始了。

忙到，累到。

我不是铁人，我也需要休息。

一个接一个的活动，好累。

这次考试，死定了。

一本书都没有碰过。

=.=

5月了，还这个死样！

无能的家伙~

最近热，超热！

lol... 雨下得频密点能吗？

就快病倒啦！

唉~ 我真的得为自己的将来好好打算了。

无能的我，一定有出人头地的一天！

08.17 p.m

09.05.2011

其实，我好想念那时候的生活。六人一起进进出出~ 心里有种心酸。我，突然很不开心。 我好想念好想念。不同班的生活，少了点什么。那几年的我们，我真的好开心。一起疯癫，一起开心，一起难过，一起分享，一起分担。在你们最难过时，最喜欢扮白痴。因为，你们的笑容真的让我很开心。 如果选，还是你们有着那优先权。那种什么都不知道，什么都不清楚的感觉。其实，真的很难受~ 我很在意，很在乎！可是，没有打算说出来。因为， 总是很难说出口！ 那些一起疯狂的日子，还记得吗？

11.40 pm

09.04.2011

i never notice that next monday will be my monthly exam.
but, i still not start doing my revision yet.
i revise for 2 pages, but, sleep for 20 minutes.
this time, die hard...
>.<


CHEMISTRY
MATHEMATICS T
BIOLOGY
PENGAJIAN AM
will i fail in these?
lol... i don't want!
at least pass please..


i know i am lazy!
need to change change and change!
if not, i will die in my STPM.


Chee Lok Yee, do your revision right now!
ganbateh!

09.00 p.m

05.03.2011

if you love me,

hold me tight.

no matter family, friends or my boy.

if you treasure me,

hug me tight,

no matter who you are.

if you miss me,

share to me,

no matter what i am doing now.

if you care about me,

show it out,

but not trying to give me any excuses to lie to me.

i am exhausted.

i am tired.

i am hurt.

ladies,

please lend me your shoulder.

please lend me your arm.

please lend me your ears.

ladies,

hug me.

i feel desperate and despair.

and,

my heart was broken.

11.41pm

03.03.2011

感觉

怎么连有些人都不如？

本人是将很多方面的东西

别误会

心情

真的很低落

我怀念从前的从前

虽然

人是得往前看

可是

怎样都有得想念的那段时间

我

好努力对你好

可是

都没被发觉

还是

不当一回事？

我

是人

有感觉

会心痛

坚强！

加油。。。。

10.13pm

07.02.2011

我真的很努力

我在你们面前灿烂的微笑

我想你们记得我

我想你们多关心我

你们几个一起吃午餐的日子

我们曾经一起进进出出的日子

我

好怀念

我想粘着你们

你们

好久没有勾勾我的手

好久

没有牵牵我的小手

看着你们

牵来牵去

多么的羡慕

呵呵

少了你们一起吵吵闹闹的日子

其实

真的很寂寞

超

寂寞

那份寂寞

真的好讨厌

狂笑

狂说

狂玩

狂癫

这些日子

我

好

想

以

前

的

日

子

如果

孔明灯的愿望能实现

那该多好

09.03pm

07.02.2011

i feel unsafety right now..

once, my feeling explored out..

i..

feel unsafety..

i don't want to let anyone of you know..

but,

suddenly, i cried..

damn!

its my secret..

i don't want to tell you all..

my ladies..

i feel that i am a stranger..

really strange for you all..

a night..

gathering night..

but, i don't know all the details at all..

stayed in my world?

or, i'm too sensitive.?

my heart..

bleeding..

due to the reason..

you all are the one that i really do appreciate and love!

i do love you all..

i hope that there is no more hurting~

i'm not tough!

02.02.2011

02.17am

waiting for 9 pm..

date with my babes!

i believe..

today will be a crazy night!

waiting~

08.51pm

02.01.2011

again..

i am moody..

normally, i'll write my blog when i feel upset and unhappy.

few reasons will make me feel dull

HIM

THEM

ACADEMIC

distance..

big gap..

i really feel unhappy once i know that..

it's normal..

if once you stand at my sight to think..

you'll feel my true feeling..

GAP!

a word that i hate now!

i dislike this appear in my life..

its will hurt me much..

>.<

i can't stand of this pain..

i persuade myself to believe that..

you all still not date me yet but not waiting me to ask..

i'm sensitive..

i know~

i think you all also know..

i keep on tell myself..

they just waiting tomorrow only inform me...

and, i believe, its true..

=)

suddenly, my heart is pain..

EXTREMELY pain!

i need some iodine and plaster now..

anyone can be my medicine?

i need a listener..

now, i really don't know who can be my only listener..

ladies..

i need you all indeed!

because,

you're my dearest friends..

the friends that i love most!

this friendship always keep in my heart..

\

07.39p.m

31.01.2011

started my new job 2 days ago.

hope that i can handle my academics well..

i hope that everything will go smooth..

i wish that i can be more slim.

haha..

beautiful?

slim leg?

fair skin?

taller?

new year.. new hope..

and..

last but not least..

i hope that i can score with flying colours in my STPM..

ga yau!

i love you, chee lok yee!

<3

10.17pm

28.01.2011

幸福背后

往往有着另一种悲伤

对吗？

是我不知足？

还是

是事实？

我的要求

已经一天比一天低

可是

重复又重复

不过

习惯了

就好

爱上了“今日事；今日毕”

可是

还是还没完全能做到

哈哈

11.11 p.m

16.01.2011

拥抱

拥抱

当一个女人从背后深情抱着你的时候，请握紧她在你胸前的手，

因为那拥抱里，有着太多太多的爱。

当一个男人从背后拥抱着你的时候，请闭上眼睛什么也别想，

因为那拥抱里， 有着太多他对你的依赖。

女孩， 当你被你的男人拥抱时，

曾不曾想过这一点？

你是一定要细心打理过自己，

把身体弄得香喷喷地才愿意和他拥抱，

害怕不好的形象留在对方心里？

抑或是在一天劳累后，

精神和身体需要慰藉时，

全身汗臭味地，

也毫无顾忌紧紧拥抱着对方？

前者爱得保留做作，

而后者，有着太多宠爱，信任和真心。

那是“伴”。

copy from somewhere...

but, i really do like this..

值得称赞的是

变得比去年勤劳

至少今日事今日毕

哈哈

至于去年的

就迟点毕啦

钱不够用

好痛苦

T.T

没有办法

新年到拉

新衣，新鞋，新包包

嘿嘿

应该是时候狂温习了

不然

有历史重演

T.T

我不要我的STPM和我的SPM一样带有遗憾和后悔

还是那句

加油！

10.01.2011

07.35 p.m