我要被爱
我要好好地爱

我要的
你知道吗？
我要的
你收到了吗？

你
忘记了
你答应过我不再对我发脾气
你
忘记了
你答应过我不再用不好的语气对我说话

这一切
就只是当时为了安抚我心情的话语吗？
难道
这一切的这一切
都只是虚假的？

这两天
你又开始了
难道
我的感受
就只不过如此？
难道
我的感受
就只是我的感受？

到底
当一个人累到极点时
会变成怎样？
会变成
坚强？
懦弱？
麻木？
习惯？
沉默？
还是，无力反驳？

我
还是我
原有的那个我

你
不是你
不是一开始我认识的你
不是从前的那个你

我们
还是我们吗？

10.40p.m
03.07.2010

14th - 16th of July will be my first test in my form 6 life.
my monthly test.
>.<

long time never having exam or test.
i'm not used to it.
need to start study study and study.
i want to try my best to get a good result in it.
i promised myself not to get a worst result in it.
my first test~
sigh```

finally, make a decision to take both subjects.
but, just for temporary.
i will decide later.
=)
if i am hardworking enough, maybe i will take both.
haha
xD
maybe~but, the percentage of happening this is lower than 0.1%.
because i am a lazy student.
>.<
haha

but, i promised.
i will be more hardworking.
haha
xD
recently, noticed that i become more hardworking than before.
although i am still the lazy girl.

i want to score at least B in all subjects in the coming test.
hope that my wish will come true.
=D

and
HAPPY BIRTHDAY to my pretty kee.
yesterday night, all of us celebrated birthday for her.
countdown for her.
haha
xD
6 of us captured together again.
weeeeeeee
<3
happy sei!

10.21 p.m
03.07.2010