A great great day

People, you may not understand how excited am I now!

Today, sit for another Hand On Tests.
ICT Compentency Workshop.
A subject that I now really interest in.

But, miracles happened!

I was the only one student who scored full marks in this paper!

See?!

The only one!

Had been a long long time never get the highest mark in my exam!

Had been a long long time never be the only one who get the full marks in exam!

But this 2 things happened in my university life!

The first time to get highest mark in Fundamental Discrete Structure test!

The first time get full marks in ICT Compentency Workshop!

These things never happen to me after primary school.

But now!

I got it!

Thanks GOD!

Appreciate it!

I'm so so happy and excited now!

:D

Thanks God for blessing me :)

I will keep on working harder to score well in others paper.

But, seriously, I do not have any confidence when facing my Programming Techniques paper.

I do not even understand the concept, then how should I answer the questions? 

;(

Fed up ;(

This coming Thursday, gonna sit for 1 Programming Hand On Test and 2 quizzes.

T.T

GOD, please stay beside me and give me more more energy in solving these problems 

:)

I know YOU always stay beside me.

Final exam approaching.

But, I seem like haven't prepare anything yet.

:(

Gonna pay more effort to get what i want!

For your Future!

For you Target!

Watched "One Piece" again!

What a touch scene!

My tear drops!

The most touching scene ever!

Temporary lar..

Because I still haven't finish watch the latest episode yet

;) hehe

OKAY!

stop here!

Fight for another test and quiz!

gayau for me :D

10.04p.m

20.11.2012

End of my semester break

A sad blog post again.

Tomorrow early in the morning, gonna take bus back to the hell place again!

Seriously, getting more and more unwilling to back to the shit place!

Reluctant to leave Kampar again.

;(

During this semester break, I didn't study.

I didn't do any revision.

I didn't complete my assignment.

This is because i went to KL to visit my 4th aunt who just came back from Australia with my dearest family.

Had wasted few days time by doing nothing.

;(

This Monday going to take 2 tests.

For sure, I cant score again. 

;(

What a sad case!

Feel so so so emo now!

;(

Gonna separate with my dear for more than 1 month again.

What I can do is just chat with him through phone.

;(

Gonna miss him so much!

And, he might not coming back next month.

;(

Full with ;( this icon in this blog.

Shall start with :) this icon in the coming blogs!

As what everyone told me, I'm an optimistic girl!

I should smile and laugh all the time.

But seriously, I can't smile at all at his moment!

;(

I dislike that place much!

One month time, will be my study week!

I want to come back home!!!!!

Kampar, bye ;((

03.02a.m

18.11.2012

吵架

从标题了，大家也知道我今天要说的是吵架吧？

对!

昨天和他吵架了，而且，还吵得很凶。

其实，到最后，还是我自己吵嘴多，他道歉了。

可是，就是不甘心地，自己在那边说说说。

把3年里的辛酸都说完出来，他抱着我说：

“老婆，对不起，真的对不起。”

我知道，他也哭了。

我们就是这样，抱着一起哭了。

我没有看过他哭。

这是第一次。

对不起，心感抱歉。

不过也觉得庆幸，这个男人也会为我哭。

他说他知道错了。

又原谅了他。

我就是这样，容易原谅，也容易不爽。

这就是我的性格，不过，我的不是公主病！

哈哈哈

希望这次能让我们两个的感情变得更好！

坚信他是会改的!

男人，加油！

这个sem break， 就好像study week那样。

assignment, event gantt chart, budget, 准备test的东西。

一大堆的东西突然等着我来做。

堆积如山

T.T

根本就不是放假，就只是把去课室上课的方式换成回家做罢了。

;(

总是告诉自己一定要把成绩考好。

可是，总是觉得很困难！

因为，太多的不会，太多的没兴趣，让自己搞得更辛苦！

有点力不从心，有点不知如何下手。

有点彷徨，有点无奈。

这些一点点加起来后，让我更加没有动力读下去。

强迫自己去读。

原来比stpm那时还辛苦。

至少那时，身边有的是很多很多的好朋友。

可是现在，很多时候会觉得是孤军作战。

;(

在我最失落，无助时，他，我的男人总是在我身边。

虽然，他不懂得去安慰我，至少，他是我的聆听者。

珍惜主给我的礼物。

因为，曾经，我不懂得如何去珍惜主给过我的礼物。

不要再重犯那个错。

伤不起！

哈哈哈

那个笨男人，现在一定又在打机了。

我也是时候读书了。

就算再讨厌，再难啃下去。

也要把知识灌进脑力！

加油！

继续朝着自己的方向，自己的目标前进！

:D

11.47p.m

13.11.2012

The very first suprise from him

I had been waited for the suprise for more than 3 years.

Finally, he did it.

Today, he suddenly appeared in front of me.

I was so so so suprise and don't know what expression should i give him.

But, I'm really do feel happy.

My dear, finally you gave a such as big suprise!

Had been cheated by him. He told me that he not going come back this week because there will be a lot of tests on the coming week. 

But, he did. 

He comes back!

The very first time he suprise me.

I am so so so happy with that.

Maybe people will think why i will be such happy just because of this small stuff.

Ya, I also don't know why.

Every small things did by him I also feel happy easily.

That's me, Chee Lok Yee.

Spent my whole afternoon time with this man! 

Had been one month did not meet him.

Miss him so much.

He purposely came back from Melaka because of me!

Touch!

Thank you my dear.

Appreciate.

On the way to rush for my tonnes of assignments ;(

Going to spend my whole holidays with assignments

Coding again 

lol~

Make me mad soon! >.<

3 more days left.

Gonna go back the hell again ;(

I want my heaven.

Chee Lok Yee, try your best, Fight for your heaven!

:D

01.54a.m

26.10.2012

Home sweet home

     Although there're tonnes of assignments waiting me to complete them, but i also feel great because I'm in my lovely house now! :D Home sweet home! Gonna prepare for the tests that approaching also. 

     One good news to announce! Woohoo! I got the highest marks in my Fundamental Discrete Structure! Quite unbelievable for me. I never think that i will get the highest marks in my class during my university life. For those who envy the marks that i get, I'm sorry to say that, I'm worth for it! Because i do pay attention in this subject. So, please do not say those stupid things to me again! I hate that much! I get lesser marks than you all in others subject, then should i say the same thing to you all? OMG!

     I want to make myself to be more stronger than before! Although I'm not interest in this course, but i want to let myself fall i love with that! Promise myself must try to achieve as high pointer as i can! And, I want to get well achievement in my co-curricular activities too. That a promise to myself and to GOD!

     Next month, there'll be a Prom night organised by the senior of my campus. Before, there was a senior asked me to be the emcee leader of the leader team. Hope that i can handle it well. And, hope that, i really can be the one :) GOD bless me. Wish that i can be the emcee of the prom night also. Had been a long long time never be emcee already. Feel so excited right now. Pick me! Pick me! Pick me as your partner! Pick me as your choice! Select me to be your partner! hahahahahaha xD Gilanya budak ini :D I mean me lar weyyyyy, don't misunderstanding lar, people. hahahaha xD

     Tonight, gonna date with Li Yan and Thai Ming. Yippie! Wait for the date for tonight. I'm craving for pearl milk tea :) Tonight, plan to go to Pasar Malam and get a cup of pearl milk tea :P Nom Nom Nom~~~~ <3 font="font" nbsp="nbsp">

     Yesterday, argued with him again. Seriously, I feel so tired in this already. Exhausted. Calm down calm down. Don't think too much. Gayau lar wey Chee Lok Yee.

Bye peoples. Stay tuned. :)


07.38p.m
24.10.2012

Never give up

     I put "Never give Up" as my blog title. Why? Because I'm facing a lot of problems recently. I feel exhausted in solving every problems. I keep on tell myself I cannot give up easily, so that i can get what i targeted before. I want to achieve what I had promised myself and GOD.

     I did badly in my Hands On Test again. I totally have no idea about that. Seriously, I'm not interest in stuffs that related with computer at all. Maybe I'm a good user, but for sure, not a good programmer. Again, I failed to create a program nicely. How stupid I am. ;( Another emo night for me yesterday. What should I do? Try to improve, but i totally cannot fall in love with this course. 

     Among all the subjects that I'm taking, I like Fundamental Discrete Structure most! Because it is Mathematics. It is the easiest subject for me. 

     This 2 weeks are the Tests Week. Seriously, all the tests kill me. Pressure, tension and nervous, all come in once! I can't stand for these. Seriously, I still not strong enough. Perhaps. I should boost up my speed to transform to be a tough and better me. I want to be more strong. I don't want to be the one that always leave behind. 

     And, keep on have some small argue with my man. Sigh~ No idea at all. He promised will treat me better in future. He told me that he will think for me in the future. But, all these are just nonsense, because he keeps on breaking his promises.  ;(  I cried. Few days ago, i cried. Without sharing my problem to anyone, but keep in my heart. He told me that actually i really good enough for him. He knew that i treat him good all the time. But, just feel curious why he cannot change the way he treat me? Sometimes, really feel like actually who am I?

     Long distance relationship~ Easy to maintain or hard? Depends on individual's view. For me, if he willing to change, it will be much more easier to maintain. I did put a lot of effort, since, no ones appreciate, then I think I should love myself more. Learn to be more selfish? Perhaps.

     Sigh~ Forget about it. Focus in my academics. Tonnes of assignments, presentations and tests waiting me. Goodbye people! 



11.20p.m
18.10.2012

An Old Lovely Friend

Notice something?

My title.

About friend again

haha :D

I knew her since 13 years ago.

She is shy girl.

I love her so much.

But, i did something that hurt her.

I spoiled our friendship by myself.

Feel so regret about that.

My dear, I'm sorry.

Today, finally i dare to inbox her and told her my feelings.

I really hope that our friendship still able to continue like last time.

The time we spent together.

We lye on the same bed, sharing our problems and happiness together.

remember?

The days we played barbie dolls and created stories by ourselves?

hahaha

I always wanted her to accompany me to go toilet.

Seriously, without her, I really Don't know how to pass my form 3 life.

A dark period in my life.

Thank you, girl.

For being aside me :)

I really hope that i can be your best friend once again.

Like last time.

Sincerely, i love you so much!

I'm so appreciate our friendship.

Girl, please do always take care yourself.

And, stay sweet with you boy 

12.45a.m

15.10.2012