i never notice that next monday will be my monthly exam.
but, i still not start doing my revision yet.
i revise for 2 pages, but, sleep for 20 minutes.
this time, die hard...
>.<


CHEMISTRY
MATHEMATICS T
BIOLOGY
PENGAJIAN AM
will i fail in these?
lol... i don't want!
at least pass please..


i know i am lazy!
need to change change and change!
if not, i will die in my STPM.


Chee Lok Yee, do your revision right now!
ganbateh!

09.00 p.m

05.03.2011

if you love me,

hold me tight.

no matter family, friends or my boy.

if you treasure me,

hug me tight,

no matter who you are.

if you miss me,

share to me,

no matter what i am doing now.

if you care about me,

show it out,

but not trying to give me any excuses to lie to me.

i am exhausted.

i am tired.

i am hurt.

ladies,

please lend me your shoulder.

please lend me your arm.

please lend me your ears.

ladies,

hug me.

i feel desperate and despair.

and,

my heart was broken.

11.41pm

03.03.2011

感觉

怎么连有些人都不如？

本人是将很多方面的东西

别误会

心情

真的很低落

我怀念从前的从前

虽然

人是得往前看

可是

怎样都有得想念的那段时间

我

好努力对你好

可是

都没被发觉

还是

不当一回事？

我

是人

有感觉

会心痛

坚强！

加油。。。。

10.13pm

07.02.2011

我真的很努力

我在你们面前灿烂的微笑

我想你们记得我

我想你们多关心我

你们几个一起吃午餐的日子

我们曾经一起进进出出的日子

我

好怀念

我想粘着你们

你们

好久没有勾勾我的手

好久

没有牵牵我的小手

看着你们

牵来牵去

多么的羡慕

呵呵

少了你们一起吵吵闹闹的日子

其实

真的很寂寞

超

寂寞

那份寂寞

真的好讨厌

狂笑

狂说

狂玩

狂癫

这些日子

我

好

想

以

前

的

日

子

如果

孔明灯的愿望能实现

那该多好

09.03pm

07.02.2011

i feel unsafety right now..

once, my feeling explored out..

i..

feel unsafety..

i don't want to let anyone of you know..

but,

suddenly, i cried..

damn!

its my secret..

i don't want to tell you all..

my ladies..

i feel that i am a stranger..

really strange for you all..

a night..

gathering night..

but, i don't know all the details at all..

stayed in my world?

or, i'm too sensitive.?

my heart..

bleeding..

due to the reason..

you all are the one that i really do appreciate and love!

i do love you all..

i hope that there is no more hurting~

i'm not tough!

02.02.2011

02.17am

waiting for 9 pm..

date with my babes!

i believe..

today will be a crazy night!

waiting~

08.51pm

02.01.2011

again..

i am moody..

normally, i'll write my blog when i feel upset and unhappy.

few reasons will make me feel dull

HIM

THEM

ACADEMIC

distance..

big gap..

i really feel unhappy once i know that..

it's normal..

if once you stand at my sight to think..

you'll feel my true feeling..

GAP!

a word that i hate now!

i dislike this appear in my life..

its will hurt me much..

>.<

i can't stand of this pain..

i persuade myself to believe that..

you all still not date me yet but not waiting me to ask..

i'm sensitive..

i know~

i think you all also know..

i keep on tell myself..

they just waiting tomorrow only inform me...

and, i believe, its true..

=)

suddenly, my heart is pain..

EXTREMELY pain!

i need some iodine and plaster now..

anyone can be my medicine?

i need a listener..

now, i really don't know who can be my only listener..

ladies..

i need you all indeed!

because,

you're my dearest friends..

the friends that i love most!

this friendship always keep in my heart..

\

07.39p.m

31.01.2011