Friday, April 20, 2012

人生

昨晚,终于看完了on call 36小时,由于astro 被雷劈中了·,所以,今时今日才把他给看完。

这一套戏,让我哭了多少片,心酸了多少次?
记得有一幕,我一直哭。
因为,令我想起·了在天国的干妈。
我,一路以来,都很想念她。
一个坚强的女人。
有看过我的部落格的人都会知道,她是在我中五那年去世的。
她,是因为癌症复发而离开了人间。
那,一幕,我抱着枕头哭了。
my dearest godmother, i miss you a lot! ;(

我曾经想过要读医。
因为我就是不能好好地面对生离死别,所以,放弃了。
也因为,我怕面对满身血淋淋的伤者。
医生,其实真的蛮伟大。
这套戏,蛮喜欢看! ;)

其实,我从小开始就想当演员,我喜欢演戏。
感觉很好玩!
我身边的朋友都知道,这是我从小到大的梦想!
从小,我就喜欢表演。
有的人,一定会觉得,我很爱出风头,可是管他!
我只想做我自己爱做的事。blek!
家人都知道我从很小的时候就有着这个志愿。
每年填那些不知道什么表格里,志愿那个column永远都会有演员这个·行业填在里面!
haha~就觉得自己其实真的在这方面很有天分! xD

虽然,这是我梦想,可是,我没有想过要实现。
选择进大学的科系里,也没有填lakonan..
反正,这就是一个遥不可及的梦~
不过,如果真的有机会,真的想试试看! ;)

现在就时常闲在家里没事做~
量地官!>.<
怎样都好,好好享受这几天的生活,迟点就要被强迫去帮某某人做工! 
i tell you! this is the last time, don't try to challenge my patience anymore! don't use the same method to force me doing something that i not wish to anymore. if not, i'll get mad!


3.49p.m
20.04.2012

Thursday, April 12, 2012

现实

曾竟有着远大的理想
可是
最近发现自己爱上的是享受每一天充满欢乐的日子
而不是再为自己的功课而烦忧
真的像废材那样
嘻嘻哈哈又一天
得过且过又另一天
STPM的到来
只是一直压逼着我
有时候,真的想什么都不管
抛开一切去旅游
其实
你们爱讽刺我
爱合起来贬低我
慢慢地对这种对待麻木,没感觉
难道你们认为这样你们开心之余我也开心吗?
抱歉
别把快乐建立在我的痛苦上
有时,不是我不要问
而是你们只见有太多事,我都来不及问
到最后,就一句“你不知道的啦”或者“我很懒讲”就带过了
那我问来有什么意义?
不如等你们想说就说,不想说就扮不知道
曾经很不开心
曾经自己躲起来难过掉泪
曾经,耿耿于怀
那倒不如看开点
开心过每一天不是更好吗?
一个电话,“诶,喝茶咯”
已经足够
人,要向现实低头
成绩烂,要面对
感情决裂,要熬过去
到最后,你会发觉自己坚强了许多
我是一个爱把心事说出来的人
可是
慢慢地我喜欢收起来,跟自己分享
“你最近开不开心啊?”
“开心,有什么事值得我难过?”
我长大了
哈哈
其实,现在不开心
多一下,我就什么事都没有,然后就可以开心回嘻嘻哈哈的
其实就是要这样过每一天
不是吗?
02.34a.m
30.07.2011

12.04.2012 3.21p.m

不能怪你
我们的家庭都不一样

很多时候,我都把我的想法说了出来
可是
你没用心听
也没有好好记牢
有时,真的很累

你并不是我想分享烦恼的最佳对象

Friday, July 22, 2011

many of them said me slim jor.
haha :D
is it?


recently, enjoyed in my carnival coco activities.
a lot of fun with my friends.
due to this year is the last year of my school life, i need to enjoy to the max!
treasure the moment with my teachers and classmates, even friends too!


time flies.
almost the end of july~
seriously, i study nothing.
how should i face my stpm?
my result never improve at all.
=.=
too lazy i am!
ish!


enjoy in playing badminton recently.
maybe this is the reason i getting slim~


these few days, i lost my voice and get ill.
T.T
pity girl~
i miss my lovely unique voice much >.<
fever fever and fever.
how come i am so weak?
DUH~
i hate this most.
headache and so on.
sometimes i really have no energy and mood to do my revision.
i want to be healthier!


tomorrow, need to go school in the early morning again!
=.=
sigh~
a boring ceremony again.
but after this year, i have no more chance to attend this kind of activities anymore.
try to enjoy sin
:D


12.36a.m
23.07.2011

Wednesday, June 8, 2011

back from penang.
never take any photos.
because, my forehead if full with pimples!
lol!
>.<


again
i get sick frequently.
anyone can help me?
i don't want to see doctor.
i hate medicine!


how should i improve my academic?
seems like too many things i can't catch up..
abandon my works for more than 1 year.
lol!
still need to tell myself that i able to catch up!


argh~
STPM gonna make me mad!


huuu~
take a deep breath.
at least study some pages only sleep.





10.41 p.m
08.06.2011

Saturday, May 14, 2011

gastric recently.


these days..

i am too busy in my stuff..

but,

not for my academics..

i'm sure.

my mid year exam will fail fail and fail..



i have no any study mood..

i still don't know the way to write the "die" word.



i promise!!

i will study after this exam..

PROMISE PROMISE PROMISE!!!!

i will do it..

give up my mid-year..

>.<

no idea..

i never prepare for this..



and please..

don't keep on do something that will hurt me..

i am a human!

i appreciate the things you did.

but, why you keep on did something to let me feel disappointed?

damn!



sigh..

no mood.

goodnight then..



12.54a.m

15.05.2011

Monday, May 9, 2011

时间久了,人也会变。

其实,是人变了?还是本来就是,只是慢慢的浮现出来?

lower 6的orientation开始了。
忙到,累到。
我不是铁人,我也需要休息。
一个接一个的活动,好累。
这次考试,死定了。
一本书都没有碰过。
=.=
5月了,还这个死样!
无能的家伙~

最近热,超热!
lol... 雨下得频密点能吗?
就快病倒啦!

唉~ 我真的得为自己的将来好好打算了。
无能的我,一定有出人头地的一天!


08.17 p.m
09.05.2011