many of them said me slim jor.

haha :D

is it?

recently, enjoyed in my carnival coco activities.

a lot of fun with my friends.

due to this year is the last year of my school life, i need to enjoy to the max!

treasure the moment with my teachers and classmates, even friends too!

time flies.

almost the end of july~

seriously, i study nothing.

how should i face my stpm?

my result never improve at all.

=.=

too lazy i am!

ish!

enjoy in playing badminton recently.

maybe this is the reason i getting slim~

these few days, i lost my voice and get ill.

T.T

pity girl~

i miss my lovely unique voice much >.<

fever fever and fever.

how come i am so weak?

DUH~

i hate this most.

headache and so on.

sometimes i really have no energy and mood to do my revision.

i want to be healthier!

tomorrow, need to go school in the early morning again!

=.=

sigh~

a boring ceremony again.

but after this year, i have no more chance to attend this kind of activities anymore.

try to enjoy sin

:D

12.36a.m

23.07.2011

back from penang.

never take any photos.

because, my forehead if full with pimples!

lol!

>.<

again

i get sick frequently.

anyone can help me?

i don't want to see doctor.

i hate medicine!

how should i improve my academic?

seems like too many things i can't catch up..

abandon my works for more than 1 year.

lol!

still need to tell myself that i able to catch up!

argh~

STPM gonna make me mad!

huuu~

take a deep breath.

at least study some pages only sleep.

10.41 p.m

08.06.2011

gastric recently.

these days..

i am too busy in my stuff..

but,

not for my academics..

i'm sure.

my mid year exam will fail fail and fail..

i have no any study mood..

i still don't know the way to write the "die" word.

i promise!!

i will study after this exam..

PROMISE PROMISE PROMISE!!!!

i will do it..

give up my mid-year..

>.<

no idea..

i never prepare for this..

and please..

don't keep on do something that will hurt me..

i am a human!

i appreciate the things you did.

but, why you keep on did something to let me feel disappointed?

damn!

sigh..

no mood.

goodnight then..

12.54a.m

15.05.2011

时间久了，人也会变。

其实，是人变了？还是本来就是，只是慢慢的浮现出来?

lower 6的orientation开始了。

忙到，累到。

我不是铁人，我也需要休息。

一个接一个的活动，好累。

这次考试，死定了。

一本书都没有碰过。

=.=

5月了，还这个死样！

无能的家伙~

最近热，超热！

lol... 雨下得频密点能吗？

就快病倒啦！

唉~ 我真的得为自己的将来好好打算了。

无能的我，一定有出人头地的一天！

08.17 p.m

09.05.2011

其实，我好想念那时候的生活。六人一起进进出出~ 心里有种心酸。我，突然很不开心。 我好想念好想念。不同班的生活，少了点什么。那几年的我们，我真的好开心。一起疯癫，一起开心，一起难过，一起分享，一起分担。在你们最难过时，最喜欢扮白痴。因为，你们的笑容真的让我很开心。 如果选，还是你们有着那优先权。那种什么都不知道，什么都不清楚的感觉。其实，真的很难受~ 我很在意，很在乎！可是，没有打算说出来。因为， 总是很难说出口！ 那些一起疯狂的日子，还记得吗？

11.40 pm

09.04.2011

i never notice that next monday will be my monthly exam.
but, i still not start doing my revision yet.
i revise for 2 pages, but, sleep for 20 minutes.
this time, die hard...
>.<


CHEMISTRY
MATHEMATICS T
BIOLOGY
PENGAJIAN AM
will i fail in these?
lol... i don't want!
at least pass please..


i know i am lazy!
need to change change and change!
if not, i will die in my STPM.


Chee Lok Yee, do your revision right now!
ganbateh!

09.00 p.m

05.03.2011

if you love me,

hold me tight.

no matter family, friends or my boy.

if you treasure me,

hug me tight,

no matter who you are.

if you miss me,

share to me,

no matter what i am doing now.

if you care about me,

show it out,

but not trying to give me any excuses to lie to me.

i am exhausted.

i am tired.

i am hurt.

ladies,

please lend me your shoulder.

please lend me your arm.

please lend me your ears.

ladies,

hug me.

i feel desperate and despair.

and,

my heart was broken.

11.41pm

03.03.2011