生日快乐！
不知道应该在哪里才能对您说。
从很久之前，我就特地空出这个日子的时间准备去KL帮您庆祝。
带您去吃您很想和我去吃的小笼包。
可惜，太迟了。
说真的，自己还不能真正的接受您已经离开了。
只是觉得您去了别的地方，觉得您还在。
真的很想念您。
真的真的很想您。
17.07.2014
我最爱的契爸，生日快乐
Thursday, July 17, 2014
Monday, March 3, 2014
Another busy semester
Its just another busy semester. Pesta Tiong Hwa is around the corner. This time, i'm holding a higher position. Should be happy for that or? I'm the deputy director II of this event. It is the first time they said for a first year student to be selected to be deputy director. Proud? LOL. Not really. Tonnes of responsibilities and stress. But, I believe its worth it. Hopefully everything will be fined soon. No more uncertainty happen please. Pray hard ;)
We are not racist. We're trying to protect our right to organize some chinese cultural event. But how come this stupid university keep on giving us so many annoying excuses?! We are respecting your culture, but please do respect ours also. From 22nd of March change to 15th of March due to the so-called convocation for others irrelevant campus. Fine! Then you told us they're not going to use the hall anymore. But everything is fixed, we can't stick back to our original plan due to our banner are completely printed. But now, you forced us to change location again? The so-called discuss with us is actually informing us. Try to learn what is respect. Although we are just students, we respecting you but why you guys are not? The system here sometimes is really sucks!
Still preferring the life style in west malaysia. I love west malaysia more compare to here. But, I'm not really sure whether i will fall in love with this place or not in future. I heard a lot of seniors said that a lot of people start falling love with this place after 1 or 2 years. Wondering why. hahaha.
1 more week to go! Fight for my event! Ga yau!
We are not racist. We're trying to protect our right to organize some chinese cultural event. But how come this stupid university keep on giving us so many annoying excuses?! We are respecting your culture, but please do respect ours also. From 22nd of March change to 15th of March due to the so-called convocation for others irrelevant campus. Fine! Then you told us they're not going to use the hall anymore. But everything is fixed, we can't stick back to our original plan due to our banner are completely printed. But now, you forced us to change location again? The so-called discuss with us is actually informing us. Try to learn what is respect. Although we are just students, we respecting you but why you guys are not? The system here sometimes is really sucks!
Still preferring the life style in west malaysia. I love west malaysia more compare to here. But, I'm not really sure whether i will fall in love with this place or not in future. I heard a lot of seniors said that a lot of people start falling love with this place after 1 or 2 years. Wondering why. hahaha.
1 more week to go! Fight for my event! Ga yau!
Wednesday, July 24, 2013
勇敢
好久没有浏览这个被遗弃的部落格了
抹了抹灰尘
又在键盘上打字
为这个部落格增添新的文章
最近
被忧郁打败了
突如其来的消息
自己又莫名其妙地发疯地寻找真相
一个一直以来最不想面对的事情
我曾经以为我真的很勇敢
我以为我可以比任何一个人更坦然地接受这个事实
原来
我一直只是在逃避
一直把它搁置在一旁
以为不去碰触就不会痛
可是事实告诉我
这比什么都来得痛
我以为我不会哭
我以为我会祝福
我以为我会微笑
我知道我处理这件事处理得很糟
我知道我不公平
我知道很傻很愚蠢
可是
我就是那么的笨得无可救药
我不喜欢
甚至讨厌这样的自己
醒了
是时候醒了
微笑吧
:)
Monday, April 1, 2013
Life still go on
Had been a long long time never update my bloggie.
Quit miss my lovely space here.
Due to my laziness, I decided to abandon it for some time.
And, finally I'm back again.
And, this will be a long post. :D
Notice the post title? **Life still go on**
Ya. I had made a big big decision.
I quit from local university for more than 1 month already.
And, I miss those university life so much.
Wish to study much. ;(
Everyone is studying now, but I'm doing nothing =.=
Hate this feeling much.
And, currently I'm working in cinema.
I hate working life!
I feel so regret because of leaving UMP that early.
I should left there after CNY event.
I missed that big big event >.<
As a head of sponsor unit, I had left for that event.
Feel that I'm so irresponsible. ;(
Sorry guys, please forgive me.
Although Alvy keeps on comforting me and told me I was a part of them.
But, still feel so down because of this matter.
Committees invited me to go for their CNY event.
But, due to its too far from my home, my mummy did not allow me to go there.
On 23.03.2013, I kept on scrolling up and down in my Facebook account to get the latest news and photos from them.
Congratulations to you guys because organizing such an awesome event! :D
**Clap hands**
But, I did cried and emo for the whole night 2 days ago.
Because Randy forgot to order the event tee shirt for me.
Once I got the news from Alvy, tears drop immediately.
That tee shirt is too important for me.
A memorable thing for me. ;(
But, I can't get it ;(
A sad case.
Last week, one of the customer fainted after watched **OLYMPUS HAS FALLEN**.
This Malay girl went to cinema with a Malay guy.
Both are only 17 years old.
Once she fainted, we requested the Malay boy to call the Malay girl's parents.
But, both of them refused to do so.
I think they worried that her parents will scold her/ him.
Don't know.
Therefore, we sent her to hospital.
And, epic thing happened =.=
The Malay boy asked us to keep secret for him.
He said : Nanti ibu dia datang, jangan cakap saya bersama dengan dia ya. Beritahu mereka bahawa dia seorang pergi tengok wayang.
I was like OMG! You this stupid fellow.
After that he scared until hide himself in the toilet. @.@
The guy even never visit the girl and concerned about her condition in that moment.
In that moment, I feel like want to ask that girl to forget about him.
And, at the end, the stupid fellow requested us to fetch him to bus station and just left the pity girl alone.
I felt like want to refuse his request. But at the end, my colleague fetched him to take bus.
Once I told the girl that the guys left, she said : "Dia sudah balik?" Then tears dropped.
I don't know how to comfort her. I thought that guy told her that he going back first.
But I learned something from this case.
And, hopefully she learned something from this case also.
This guy, cannot put too much hope on him.
Girl, must be strong and must know well about your partner before he is your husband or boy friend.
Recently, I watched a video which discuss about 中学生应该谈恋爱吗？
This short video let me think about my life when I was a secondary school student.
One guy passed by in my mind.
I admit I had sweet memories with him.
But, all those is just past tense.
I still feel so thankful because he appeared in my life before. :)
Thanks for coloring a part of my life before. :)
There's nothing more to talk about.
I know my blog always ended with lame ending.
Sorry >.< Because I'm not good in English and writing also.
Forgive me.
Pray hard for my future study.
Hopefully can get some good news in academic stuffs :)
02.04.2013
01.51a.m
Quit miss my lovely space here.
Due to my laziness, I decided to abandon it for some time.
And, finally I'm back again.
And, this will be a long post. :D
Notice the post title? **Life still go on**
Ya. I had made a big big decision.
I quit from local university for more than 1 month already.
And, I miss those university life so much.
Wish to study much. ;(
Everyone is studying now, but I'm doing nothing =.=
Hate this feeling much.
And, currently I'm working in cinema.
I hate working life!
I feel so regret because of leaving UMP that early.
I should left there after CNY event.
I missed that big big event >.<
As a head of sponsor unit, I had left for that event.
Feel that I'm so irresponsible. ;(
Sorry guys, please forgive me.
Although Alvy keeps on comforting me and told me I was a part of them.
But, still feel so down because of this matter.
Committees invited me to go for their CNY event.
But, due to its too far from my home, my mummy did not allow me to go there.
On 23.03.2013, I kept on scrolling up and down in my Facebook account to get the latest news and photos from them.
Congratulations to you guys because organizing such an awesome event! :D
**Clap hands**
But, I did cried and emo for the whole night 2 days ago.
Because Randy forgot to order the event tee shirt for me.
Once I got the news from Alvy, tears drop immediately.
That tee shirt is too important for me.
A memorable thing for me. ;(
But, I can't get it ;(
A sad case.
Last week, one of the customer fainted after watched **OLYMPUS HAS FALLEN**.
This Malay girl went to cinema with a Malay guy.
Both are only 17 years old.
Once she fainted, we requested the Malay boy to call the Malay girl's parents.
But, both of them refused to do so.
I think they worried that her parents will scold her/ him.
Don't know.
Therefore, we sent her to hospital.
And, epic thing happened =.=
The Malay boy asked us to keep secret for him.
He said : Nanti ibu dia datang, jangan cakap saya bersama dengan dia ya. Beritahu mereka bahawa dia seorang pergi tengok wayang.
I was like OMG! You this stupid fellow.
After that he scared until hide himself in the toilet. @.@
The guy even never visit the girl and concerned about her condition in that moment.
In that moment, I feel like want to ask that girl to forget about him.
And, at the end, the stupid fellow requested us to fetch him to bus station and just left the pity girl alone.
I felt like want to refuse his request. But at the end, my colleague fetched him to take bus.
Once I told the girl that the guys left, she said : "Dia sudah balik?" Then tears dropped.
I don't know how to comfort her. I thought that guy told her that he going back first.
But I learned something from this case.
And, hopefully she learned something from this case also.
This guy, cannot put too much hope on him.
Girl, must be strong and must know well about your partner before he is your husband or boy friend.
Recently, I watched a video which discuss about 中学生应该谈恋爱吗？
This short video let me think about my life when I was a secondary school student.
One guy passed by in my mind.
I admit I had sweet memories with him.
But, all those is just past tense.
I still feel so thankful because he appeared in my life before. :)
Thanks for coloring a part of my life before. :)
There's nothing more to talk about.
I know my blog always ended with lame ending.
Sorry >.< Because I'm not good in English and writing also.
Forgive me.
Pray hard for my future study.
Hopefully can get some good news in academic stuffs :)
02.04.2013
01.51a.m
Sunday, February 10, 2013
大年初一
大年初一头一天，家家户户过新年~
没错，今天就是大年初一。
当然，我也穿了一身红红的连身裤。
** ANG ANG **
Outfit of the day!
够红吧~
今年节目没有以往那么多，可是也不差。
只是闷了一点。
知道现在，也还没有什么过新年的mood.
不知道为什么
可能是有些事还没有彻底解决，所以才会如此吧。
期待明天又会是怎样的一天。
大家，新年快乐！
:D
10.16p.m
10.02.2013
Friday, February 8, 2013
A date with the man
Everyone, I'm back again ;D Had been few days never update my personal blog. Because of my laziness and I don't want to blog about my emo things. Therefore, prefer not to blog out those things :D
Today, gonna take about my date with him :) Nothing special. But had a happy moment with him. Both of us went to Ipoh. Actually we planned to buy ourselves some new pants, but finally, we bought nothing. Hmmmmm~ No.. Should be he buy nothing but I buy something :D Teehee~
Finally, I received my late "Christmas" present. :) A cardigan and a top from Cotton On which choose by myself :) Thank you my man! And, there was a funny scenario happened when we went to pay for my top. The original price for the top is RM49.90 but when we paid, the cashier said " Total is RM20++" **forget the price already** Both of us were like OMG?! We thought the cashier make some mistake and we felt so lucky that time. Then the cashier told us, " You are entitle to get 40% discount for all the items you buy until Sunday." A great news for me but a bad news for him. Because....... Haha.. I wanted to buy the cardigan too since we entitle to get 40% discount for all the items :D That's why he bought me another cardigan too :) Haha. Thanks again my dear!
And today, met 3 friends separately. Everybody seems so free? haha. But there's nothing to talk about. Just simply mention why everybody so free today? :) We planned to watch movie, but at the end, we watched nothing again ;( Will wait for another date again ;( Sob..
And, finally I have the final decision already :) Will share with you guys once I success to do that :) In this brand new year, I want to have a more and more colorful and cheerful life. And, I'm sure that I can achieve it! :D **Fighting**
p/s : Recently addicted to watch " Running man". Thus, I will keep on say "Fighting"
01.48am
09.02.2013
Tuesday, January 29, 2013
真实的笑容
那个笑容，真的令人怀念。
每天被问为什么那么也才睡觉。
其实，是一直为大学的事烦心。
知道自己眼浅，容易哭。
所以，每天深夜了，就开始把压抑了一天的情绪释放出来。
我，失去了方向。
失去了笑容。
我相信，那最真实的笑容是最美的。
我想永远做一个最美丽的自己。
好几个月了。
一直思考的问题。
好烦。
这条路，一直没有亲人支持，其实，是比任何路都走得难。
自己一直找资料，然后再一直被打翻你的念头。
其实，真的难受和辛苦。
我真的很想念那个开开心心的自己。
那个无时无刻打从自己内心笑出来的自己。
真的要这样，度过我4年的青春吗？
02.55a.m
30.01.2013
每天被问为什么那么也才睡觉。
其实，是一直为大学的事烦心。
知道自己眼浅，容易哭。
所以，每天深夜了，就开始把压抑了一天的情绪释放出来。
我，失去了方向。
失去了笑容。
我相信，那最真实的笑容是最美的。
我想永远做一个最美丽的自己。
好几个月了。
一直思考的问题。
好烦。
这条路，一直没有亲人支持，其实，是比任何路都走得难。
自己一直找资料，然后再一直被打翻你的念头。
其实，真的难受和辛苦。
我真的很想念那个开开心心的自己。
那个无时无刻打从自己内心笑出来的自己。
真的要这样，度过我4年的青春吗？
02.55a.m
30.01.2013
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